Here’s the long video – more a documentary of Amanda’s life.

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I am tired. I am numb.  Today was a long day – full of so many wonderful friends and family who came to remember Amanda.  Thank you.  Right now I am feeling like I failed her.  And it hurts.  And I cry and tell her, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

Gonna take time.

just Laurel